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[25 Jan 2004|11:03pm] |
well the past couple of days have been alot of fun went to nicoles house and chilled with her for a while and than went out to lunch with her and her dad....Her dad is so fucking funy the whole comdom thing was great ha nicole.....and than it has been AA and jams for the rest of the daus so i do nto go back to jail bc i jail sucks and so many people think i am a crimal but they have no idea but owell fuck ummm........Well i think i am going to go to bed now so i am out peace
For the love of the perfect girl and the perfect relationship
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[24 Jan 2004|12:53am] |
well tonight was alot of fun went to mochas and smoke alot of nageta and just chilled with all my boys and of course my babe it was a lot of fun.....
The bathroooms there are tight as shit now they have now been devergitized by some peopel in the guys bathroom thats fucking funny as hell
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[20 Jan 2004|07:40pm] |
YOU...
:x: birthday = feb 7th
:x: age = 19
:x: city = highland
:x: height = 5'8
:x: shoe size = 10 and a half
:x: hair color = dark brown
:x: sexual preference = female
:x: school = Do not go to school
NUMBER...
:x: of siblings = 2
:x: of pets = 0
:x: of shoes = alot
:x: of piercings = 0
:x: of tattoos = 0
:x: of exboyfriends or girlfriends =alot
:x: of times I have been in love? = dunno
:x: of times I have had my heart broken? =Do not care
:x: of hearts I have broken? = Prolly alot
:x: of girls I have kissed? = More than i can count
:x: of boys I have kissed? = 0
:x: of girls I've slept with? = Enought
:x: of boys I've slept with? = 0
:x: of drugs taken illegally? = vicodin, tylenol 3
:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = None
:x: of people I consider my enemies? =More than i want to count
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = 0
:x: of scars on my body? =Alot
:x: of things in my past that I regret? = I do not care anymore
LAST...
:x: movie you bought = do not know
:x: movie you rented = Final destentaion
:x: song you listened to = Sorry 2004
:x: song that was stuck in your head =P poppin
:x: cd you bought = do not buy CD's
:x: cd you listened to = dashboard
:x: person you've called = who cares
:x: person that's called you = No one important
:x: tv show you've watched = Pistons Game
:x: person you were thinking of = No one
:x: friend[s] you made = 0
DO...
:x: you have a crush on someone =Nope and i do not think i am going to either
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else =O yeah big time
:x: you think about suicide = Yes i am thinking about it right now
:x: you believe in online dating =nope
:x: others find you attractive =NO
:x: you want more piercings = Yes
:x: you drink = O yeah alot to
:x: you do drugs = Pot in the shit
:x: you smoke = all the time
:x: you like cleaning = no
:x: you like roller coasters = hell yeah
:x: you write in cursive or print = i do not like to write
FOR OR AGAINST...
:x: long distance relationships = against
:x: using someone = against
:x: suicide = for it
:x: killing people = for it
:x: teenage smoking = for it
:x: doing drugs = totaly for it
:x: driving drunk = as long as you do not get into trouble
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = w/e
:x: soap operas = against
FAVORITE...
:x: food = burgers
:x: thing to do = sleep
:x: thing to talk about = anything
:x: sports = bball, fball
:x: drinks = anything with alcohol in it
:x: clothes = American Eagle,ambercrombie and fitch , holister
:x: movies = n/a
:x: Bands = I have alot of them
:x: holiday = Christmas
:x: word = patna
:x: nickname = n/a
:x: guy name =
:x: girl name =
:x: eye color = blue
:x: flower = rose
:x: piercing = belly button
:x: actor = Adam Sandler
:x: actress = 2 many
HAVE YOU...
:x: ever cried over a girl = Yes
:x: ever cried over a boy = no
:x: ever been in a fist fight = yea
:x: ever been arrested = yup once
:x: ever gotten a ticket = alot of them
:x: ever took a drug = o yeah a lot of them
:x: ever been on a talk show = nope
WHAT...
:x: shampoo do you use = duno
:x: shoes do you wear = K-swiss
:x: are you scared of = being alone
:x: time do you wake up = when ever i want to
:x: reminds you of your past = pain
:x: makes you think = Life
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
:x: pretty = no
:x: funny = no
:x: hot = no
:x: friendly = can be
:x: amusing = no
:x: ugly = yea
:x: lovable = duno
:x: caring = sure
:x: sweet = sure
:x: dorky = no
:x: ditzy = no
:x: smart = no
:x: understanding = Yes
:x: entertaining = nope
:x: drunk = wish i was
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I am so fucking stupied i went and played some basketball last night and i fucked up my knee and now i need to go to the doctors agian for it bc i can not walk it hurts so bad but owell that is my life story whats new......But on the best hand ever i went to nicoles house yesterday and chilled with her and eric and leslie that was alot of fun (costar fight)lol....... That was so much fun but i do not know what i am doing tonight so if you wanna do something call my cell peace
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[14 Jan 2004|09:29pm] |
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well today was event full...Pick nicole and leslie up from school than we went and visited nicoles grandma and than we went to the mall....Than went to erics and than i got into big trouble but whats new i am use to it but all in all i had a really nice time hanging with that special someone and than leslie lol
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[12 Jan 2004|11:37pm] |
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Well it has been a while sence i have updated and i have had some good resons for that and so i will start out by saying HELL FUCKING YEAH I AM OUT!!!!!!!!! The 6th i had to go to court that was a ton of fun.. The fucking judge told me he did not approve of the amount of AA i went to so his ass desided to put me into jail for 6 days that was fucking hell i wanted to fucking die. Jail is o so so so so fucking bad i never want to go there and i would never wish that apon someone eles iT IS FUCKING HORABLE. and than i got out today and than i went to nicoles house and chilled with her for like 5 hours it was really nice i finally pop the q to her i am so fuckin happy now that totally made my night so much better thank you nicole!!!! Well i am out i need to get some sleep i think i am going to chill with nicole tomorrow for a lil so i am out call me if you wanna do somethign tomorrow aight peace
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[05 Jan 2004|11:51pm] |
Well today was great i did not go to work bc i was sick.....And when my mom got home we went to canada and we went to gambleing and i lost big time.... i am so pissed....And now i am talking to nicole on the phone she makes me laugh so much i love her............But for anyone who cares i am totaly done with your means ass shit you have put me threw in the past 7 months But i am glad you have finally found someone who is nice,caring.....
P.S I am the luckyest man in the world top have something going for me with nicole she makes me so fucking happy it is unrealy.
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quiz cuz i'm bored
[spell your first name backwards]- nhoj
[age]- 18
[where do you live] - highland
[four words that sum you up]- funny, inmature, careing, loveable
[wallet]- black A.E
[hairbrush] - dont use one
[jewelry worn daily] - braclet morgan got me and my necklace
[pillow cover] - green
[coffee cup] - don't have one
[shoes] - i have alot of them
[cologne/perfume] - a&f, polo
[piercings] - top of my ear
[clothes youre wearing now] -sephora shirt and A.E pants
MIXED QUESTIONS:
[wishing] - someone to love me like i love then
[after this] - hopefully dieing
[talking to] - nobody
[eating] - Rice
[fetishes] - clothes,Music
[some of your fav. movies] - bruce almighty, Mr. deeds, American pie 1,2, and American wedding
[somthing youre looking forward to in the upcomin months] - Alot of money
[last thing you ate] - Some rice
[something youre hella afraid of] - snakes, spiders, It was of the fact of losing someone you really loved but i already did that
[if you could have any animals as pets what would they be] - dog,
[three cities you wouldn't mind relocating to]- I do not know
[some of your fav. foods] - pizza
thing you wish you could understand better] - love,girls
[miss someone you haven't seen in a long time] - Morgan
DO YOU...:
[like candles] - yes
[like incense] - sometimes
[believe in love] - totaly
[believe in soulmates] - for real
[believe in love at first sight] - I did and than it went away
[believe in forgiveness] - always
[want to get married] - hell yeah i do
[want to have kids] - 2 of them one boy one girl
[believe that you know the person that youll marry at this point in time] - I thought i did
IN THE LAST 24 HRS HAVE YOU:
[cried] - yes
[bought sumthin] - nope
[gotten sick] - yes
[sang] - yes
[eaten] - yes
[been kissed] - nope no one loves me enought to kiss me
[felt stupid] - all them time
[wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't] - yes
[met someone new] - nope
[moved on] - I think i did but i do not know now
[talked to an ex] - YES for like over an hour
[missed an ex] - YES
[talked to someone you have a crush on] - nope
[had a serious talk] - yup
[missed someone] - yup
[hugged someone] - nope
[fought with your parents] - Yup all the time
[dreamt about someone you can't be with] - YES
SOCIAL LIFE:
[best girl friend(s)] - Morgan, Steph,
[best guy friend(s)] - Eric and Cory
[boyfriend/girlfriend] - i wish it was with the one i talked to during her 5th hour
[if none, current dating partner] -
[hobbies] - Bowling,movies
[pager/cell] - cell
[are you the center of attention or wallflower] - i dunno
[car you drive] - dont have one yet but close
[would you rather be with friends or on a date] - On a date[job] - MAC valves
[attend church] - sometimes
[like being around people] - Totally!!!!!!!!
WHO...:
[have you known the longest] - B.J
[do you argue with the most] - I do that alot with everyone
[do you always get along with people] - Not always
[who is the most trustworthy] - Morgan
[who makes you laugh the most] - nicole, eric, cory
[who is the nicest girl(s)] - morgan,nicole steph!
[who is the nicest guy(s)] - eric, cory, John, Matt
[who has the coolest parent(s)] - mine
[who has the coolest sibling(s)] - morgans brothet and sis
[who is the most blunt] - Morgan
[is the smartest] - morgan
PERSONAL:
[who is your role model] -dont have one
[pet peeves] - do not have anythings
[ever liked someone you had no chance with] - yeah now i do
[ever lied to your best friend] -i do not remember
[ever wanted to get revenge on someone b/c they hurt you] - I do not know
[cried over the opposite sex] - a whole lot
[have a certain "type" of person you go after] - yep
[rather be dumper or dumped] - Rather dump people
[rather have a relationship or "hook-up"] - relationship
[what is your fav. part of your physical appearance] - eyes,lips
[what is your fav. part of your emotional being] - dont know
[are you happy with yourself] - never
[are you happy with your life] - Hell no
[if you could change one thing what would it be] - Everything about me
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[05 Jan 2004|12:09am] |
A M..I--
1. Quiet or Loud?:
2. Short or Tall?:
3. Weird or Original?:
4. Nice or Mean?:
5. Friendly or Selfish?:
6. Normal or "Special"?:
7. Smart or Stupid?:
8. Boring or Fun?:
9. Attractive or Unattractive?:
Y O U..T H I N K..I ' M--
1. A psycho?:
2. Athletic?:
3. A nerd?:
4. Ghetto?:
5. Two-faced?:
6. Obnoxious?:
7. Immature?:
8. Mature?:
9. Beautiful?:
J U S T..S O M E..Q U E S T I O N S--
1. What do u think I'll be when I grow up?:
2. Do u think I'll get married?:
3. When is my birthday?:
4. Who is my best friend?:
5. What song reminds you of me?:
6. Do I remind you of any characters on TV?:
7. If u could rename me.. what would my name be?:
8. Have you ever had a dream about me?:
10. If you could give me anything...what would it be?:
11. If you could promise me anything...what would it be?:
P E R S O N A L--
1. Am I physically ugly, average, decent, good looking, pretty, or hot?:
2. Would you ever kiss me?:
3. Would you ever consider being my friend?:
4. Do u ever think about me?:
5. If we spent a day together where would we go and what would we do?:
6. If you could describe me in one word, what would that word be?:
7. Do you or have you ever liked me?:
8. Do you want me?:
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Well today i woke up at like 12 or 1 or something like that.....Talked to nicole and than went over to where she was baby sitting and than hung out with her for a real lil bit and than came home and been home sence o joy what fun i have in my life.........If you want to do something tomorrow call me aight peace :-(
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[03 Jan 2004|01:29am] |
Tonight was awsome went to the movies with nicole seen cheaper by the dozen. It is so fucking funny go and see it ya'll.
For the love of first kisses and sitting in the driveway for an hour and the time flying by.
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[01 Jan 2004|04:45pm] |
Nicole is comeing home tomorrow i think her and i are going to go and see a movie or something i think i might like someone but i do not know i think i need to hang out with them a lil more but if things keep up i might really like this person
-john-
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Wow what if i am a daddy at the age of 19 what am i going to do. I now have a job that i can suport morgan and the kid. But you know what i have made some mistakes in my life and now regreat them but i do not regreat being with morgan. But i do not know what i am going to do if i am a daddy. i guess it depends on how long i go to jail and than i will have to find something to do with my life and if i do not go than i will be there 111111111111110000000000000000%
Love john
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[31 Dec 2003|03:29pm] |
Well i had to work today what fun i am so fucking tired i just wanna die i think i am going to drink my self to death to night (hell yeah) i think i might be going to balls house for a lil party but i do not know. If morgan and phil go i prolly wont go i will just find soemthing eles to do i do not think i am ready yet to see them to topgeather. But i guess i am going to have to get over it sooner or later but i hope i get over her soon bc this is kill so bad but who cares about me No one at all. But i am out of here.
So happy new year to all.
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I hope you are happy with your choices. I hope you are happy now you have now ruiened 2 friendship on one stupied move. yea you rock
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[28 Dec 2003|10:08pm] |
Today was great i loved it so much. I picked morgan up at her house and brought her to my house and we chilled and watched chicago and than i made her dinner it was the best day i could have ever asked for i love her so much. Than i took her home and than finally her internet works yea!!!!!! And now to the bad news i have to get up at fucking 3 to go to work this blows major ass but i am going to be getting some fat ass cash i am happy about that.
For the love of picking up your special someone and kaing dinner,and a movie and even all the time you spend with them in one day gotta love it
I love you morgan
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[27 Dec 2003|11:42pm] |
alright i have some questions i'd like to ask the audience. they are random. and sexual.
What turns you on?
If you could be anywhere alone with your boyfriend/girlfriend/crush/lover/barnyard pet, where would you go and why?
Describe your biggest sexual fantasy in detail.
what could your boyfriend/girlfriend/crush/lover/barnyard pet do that would turn you on the MOST?
what could you boyfriend/girlfriend/crush/lover/barnyard pet do to turn you on the LEAST?
ok, you have one day alone with your boyfriend/girlfriend/crush/lover/barnyard pet, what do you do?
what would you do to set the mood(if you had the time/money/whatever)?
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[27 Dec 2003|03:43pm] |
1. First Name: - johnathen
2. Were you named after anyone? - my grandfather
3. Do you wish on stars? - sometimes
4. Which finger is your favorite? - middel finger on the right hand
5. When did you last cry? - Last night
6. Do you like your handwriting? - No everyone says it sucks.
7. What is your favorite lunch meat? -Honey baked ham
8. Any bad habits? - yes of course
9. What is your most embarrassing CD on the shelf? -Backstreetboys or nysinc
10. If you were another person, would YOU be friends w/you? - i dunno, cuz everyone feels differently, so i honestly can't say.
11. Are you a daredevil? - Hell yeah i try everything once
12. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? - Yes and i trust that person with my life (morgan)
13. Do looks matter? - Sometime but it mostly matters on the personality
14. How do you release anger? - I do bad things do my self or to things
15. Where is your second home? -Morgans house
16. Do you trust others easily? - too easily
17. What was your favorite toy as a child? - Hungrey hungrey hippos
18. What class in school do you think is totally useless?Science.
19. Do you have a journal? - just got a new one!
20. Do you use sarcasm a lot? - depends on my mood
21. Have you ever been in a mosh pit? - no!
22. What do you look for in a guy/girl? -nice hair lips and a good personlaity.
24. What are your nicknames? -john-thon johnny boy
25. Would you bungee jump? - Yes!
26. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? - never!
27. Do you think that you are strong? - yup
28. What's your favorite ice cream flavor? -choc and mint chock
29. Shoe Size? -10 10 and a half
30. What are your favorite colors? - blue and green
31. What is your least favorite thing? - washing my cloths
32. How many wisdom teeth do you have? - hell if i know
33. How many people have a crush on you right now? - I have no idea i hope alot but prolly none
34. Who do you miss most right now? -My babe (morgan)
35. Do you want everyone you send this to, to send it back? -... I do not care
36. What color pants are you wearing? -Kakie
37. What are you listening to right now? - dashboard
38. Last thing you ate? - nothing
39. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? -And hot color bc i am so damn hott
40. What is the weather like right now? - sunny but cold
41. Last person you talked to on the phone? - Morgan
42. The first things you notice about the opposite sex? -Lips and the ass
43. Do you like the person who sent you this? - ..
44. How are you today? - not to bad
45. Favorite drink? - sprite or md
46. Favorite alcoholic drink? - Any hard licqar
47. Favorite sport? - Bowling well at least it use to be till last night
48. Your hair color? -dark brown
49. Your eye color? - blue
50. Do you wear contacts? - No.
51. Siblings? - Sharon christine and my fav love morgan
52. Favorite month? - Feb
53. Favorite food? - pizza or anything italian
54. Last movie you watched? - The pirats of the caribiean
55. Favorite day of the year? - Christmas! or Feb 7th. heheh
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[27 Dec 2003|01:06am] |
Well tonight sucked major ass. The only good thing about tonight was that i got to see my love and spend a lil bit of time with her till she told me "john you need to leave." I am like wow. But other than the whole john you need to leave thing i had a nice time over morggies house like always. Than i went bowling yeah that was alot of fun maybe morgan was right bowling is gay i hate it now i do not have as much fun as i use to i am into it anymore i need to find something new to do with my free time so someone help me out aight thanks well i am out so peace
Love john
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Well today wa great morgans and her family had me over for christmas and than morgan and i went sleeding in farmington which was a blast if i may add. I was having the best day in my life till i got home and read some shit and than i got all pissed off at the world agian and than i talked to someone about it and i think i have a better understanding on where she is coeming froma dn she has a better understanding on where i am comeing from to other than that had a great christmas
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